Category Archives: r0jak

ophthalmology

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obviously, i am currently in ophthalmology posting..

obviously, i like it more than ENT..

and i like my current supervisor dr ‘oo’ more than the ‘ling ling ling’..

🙂

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emo

‘suddenly very emo.. shit’  hmm~~ this phrase looks familiar la. someone wrote it in his blog before. never thought that i will use this phrase today.

hv no idea why. may be it is idiopathic or may be it is multifactorial or may be there are too many ‘why’ in my mind for the small small insignificant things.. or get influenced by the depression patient today during workshop (ok.. am start crapping again) so not me today. anyone wanna clerk me?? 

first blog for the first posting in 4th year. hmm~~ it seems suit with my psy posting. 

actually psy is quite interesting. i wanted to study. i really wanted to study but today really unable to concentrate and can’t get anything into my mind. may be am too tired kut. may be i should go to bed now instead of still blogging here.

listening to the same song again and again for the whole day — amazing grace. hmm~ may be should change to yanni, nightingale, adagio in c minor and tribute which have more healing effect. or switch to something upbeat to make myself high. whatever…

‘if you suffer, thank God! — it is a sure sign that you are alive’.    ya~ am still alive.. 

everything will be fine.

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leaving..

why everyone is leaving??

……

congenital

is it something congenital??

whatever it will be~~ not in the mood to find out the causes anymore.

congenital

after all, i can live without propanolol already…symptoms resolving…

wakakaka…

brunch

this is definitely something nice for brunch when such a lazy people like me to step out from the house..

 

cereal

cereal

chinese new year

blueh…finally am bac to wordpress again..

it had been age since i last post my blog here.

in dilemma now..between wordpress and facebook..whatever..

did last minute shopping for my cny clothes on friday evening before i back to kulim. get myself 2 shirts, 1 white and 1 brown. but my dear mother doesn’t allow me to wear it bcz they are not in red or pink. gosh, am being forced to wear red or pink colour shirt again. the main aetiology is my grandma.

everything is in red, the decoration, the sofa..may be i should suggest my grandma to dye her hair red and dye the black spots of the Dalmatian into red too..:p almost everyone already in red, except me. am still in my fav black shirt. have to change eventually but can it be any colour other than red and pink?? i hate pink. anyway the decoration really really nice. i think is the best for the past 22 years. haha.

not really in the chinese new year mood this year. it is just a break, a holiday for me to rest and sleep. slept for more than 12 hours yesterday.

anyway, still looking forward for the reunion dinner tonight and tomoro night.

:-)

鱼见鬼

剪头发

钱多..

future doctor?? hehe..:-)

backache

arrhh…i hate backache….

last time the pain jz localised around the shoulder and scapula

now hv to +low bac pain which is progressively worsen for the past 5 weeks. temporary relieved by rest n lying flat on the bed. jz hate it.

arrhhhh….cant do anything on it…

KTDI的第一篇blog

KTDI的第一夜会是怎样的呢

HUKM 的第一堂课又会是怎样

一切都充满不确定和未知数

或许又是我自己想太多、顾虑太多(arrh…怎么又回到想太多这个topic的,明明之前就已经写过了)

今天最好笑的是:我说的LAN cable竟然被人听错为烂cable,还问我为什么还拿着烂cable

今天最高兴的是收到大巴蒂从phuket带给我的纪念品

souvenir fr phuket

erk…千万别搞错…不是后面的骨髅头…

希望在这新的地方、新的semester里会过得更好…

纯粹想骂人(完整篇)

home visit篇:

去之前说好我负责拍照的,但过后他们也带他们的相机,算,如果他们真的要分担我的工作。去之前跟他们说好要有礼貌,拍照做什么事前都要先问过和得到允许,他们就好像懂懂懂、什么都懂。但还没走到病人的家,他们就一直从走廊拍照、拍拍拍拍到病人的家里还在拍,直到我跟他们说了才肯停手。然后,刚到病人的家应该先跟病人和他的家人闲聊,但没聊多久他们就硬梆梆把正经话题插进来,显掉。然后我和一个pharmacy的组员得到允许后就继续拍照,但他呢,真的很很恨很很没有礼貌,要拍病人和他家人的房间时也没有再问看那房间的主人就直接开门进去拍了,还要好像很pro酱,这里拍、那里拍(其实是拍了很多背光的照片)。

然后我问他:衣橱上面叠着很多箱子有拍吗?

他:要拍的咩?

我:你有拍那些风扇和灯光吗?

他:har??那些也要拍的咩?

然后当他们看到病人的药就开始抓狂了-死命拍照、死命抄药名

知道病人的老公也有病然后也吃着药就好像忘了主角其实是他老婆,再一次抓狂-又死命拍照拍照(拍那些药)、抄药的名

病人的家人准备了食物叫我们吃了先才继续,我们全部都放下手上的东西去吃了,但phar的其中一个很不给脸的不听、继续抄他的药名,就连那病人请他去吃先也不听、拿到他面前也不吃,超没礼貌。

漏液赶去hukm拿medical report篇:

话说一开始的时候我们借到车,然后我就打电话跟j说–

我:我们借到车

j:har?你们借到车,那,谁驾喔?

我:没人驾的话,就我驾啦

j:har??没有啦,因为有些女生考了驾照只是拿来收着、不敢驾的

好心,我妈想当年是教车的好不好,想当年我被我妈screw到半死的好不好…我就以为他的驾驶技术很了不起所以才能够串人,在回程路上就见识到他高明的技术了–

转弯吃去隔壁的路

用四号gear转弯、没换gear就这样继续踩油拖着走

用五号gear走30-40km/j

时不时来个bahaya brek

他们三个人+我们三个人,所以就六个人。后来我们借不到车,结果就用他们的车。然后他就在电话里跟我说他们其中一人不去因为一辆车坐不进六个人,所以我也就算咯。怎知道他们的车出现时里面竟然载着三个人,驾车的是他男朋友(不是说不够位的吗?所以其中一位才不用去的吗? 干嘛带多一位无谓人来?你自己驾车也不是很行的嘛?)由于srf走开了去买水,所以我们就等他一起回来才上车。这是怎知mc(phar)走下车跟我说:叫srf不用去啦,来去车坐不下这样多人。你现在是什么意思??你带多一个无胃人,然后叫我们去做正经事的组员不用去,这叫teamwork吗??

去到hukm开工前,

j(好像很pro):eh,你知道吗,相机有种功能是专门拿来拍文件的

我想了老半天,以我玩相机的经验( 还不见得是expert啦)相机哪里有这样的功能,然后就问他:是macro吗?

j:对对..就是macro

我:好心,macro是用来拍近物的,所有近距离的物体如果要拍得清楚就要用macro,不只是用来拍文件用的罢了

拍照的时候更死,都已经很晚了,要拍的快就要分工,一人拍一半就可以较快拍完,可以早点回。j和mc呢,一架相机霸着两个位、霸着拍,等到我开口叫他们让开了才让个位子给我拍。拍到一半–

mc 对j说:hey,你去拍他那部分啦(我正在拍着的东西),好像比较重要咧

好心,都讲明分工,干嘛要抢着来做。这样啦,重要的你就要拍,不重要的就让我拍。然后拍到一半–

mc:hey,你那边有drug history吗?

我:不知道,还没拍到

过没多久,

j:你那边有drug history吗?

我:不知道,还没拍到

mc:你那边有drug history吗?

arrhhhhhhhhhhh………….烦不烦一点,整天只会在DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG可以停止问我drug吗???

更可笑的是他竟然教我怎样拍文件,可笑+无知–

j:你的相机不要放到酱高来拍,会拍到很小然后不够清楚的,拍近一点

好心,放高一点拍是因为要一次过把整面的资料拍完,so tat我们可以看到完整的句子和那些资料是什么时的,再加上电脑有种功能叫‘zoom’,它可以放大或缩小你的照片。他们所谓的近近拍-出来的东西就是东一块、西一块,根本不知道哪块接哪块,也不知道那是什么‘年代’的照片

然后终于到他们的‘DRUG HISTORY’,结果就涌过来死命看、死命研究、死命拍,明明我在拍着了,他也要拍mai一份

显掉 =.=|||

report篇:

已经归类到好好了的report他们帮忙edit,他们只需要跟着标题缩短那内容,结果出来的东西:

把patient’s identification当着introduction

把HOPI,social history, management, pharmacological treatment+non-pharmacological treatment放在home visit, organisation visit, patient’s progress and discussion的标题下

把我之前归类到好好的东西弄乱然后在把它放在不对的标题下,而且还是乱七八糟的标题下home visit就home visit啦,那里有人写report会把不一样的标题参在一起来写。把一大堆的clinical history删掉,然后放一大堆的DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DRUG DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE DOSAGE INDICATION INDICATION INDICATION INDICATION INDICATION写了一大堆。还说dr要看的不是facts而是我们的comment。是,clinical history是facts,drug不是。

搞到后来,我自己edit过。

power point presentation:

更死,推三推四没人要做

我已经负责edit到完了没有理由再叫我做

ketua打电话叫他们做,他们还说要考虑看现

结果搞到后来h和srf做,然后叫他们present

我把eidt好了的最新version的report和我有的两份contoh给他们看了结果还是出事

h把我在report里早就删掉的东西(没关系到的东西)放进去powerpoint里、srf就把重要的东西例如impact on the patient没放进去 、mc讲解management(除了pharmacological treatment其他的都讲到一塌糊涂,东跳西跳,根本好像就不知道自己在讲什么)、lc(phar)呢讲解home visit(那些照片都跳着过,该讲该解释的都没讲)。我们的faci更惨,可以把psychiarist和psychologist弄乱然后质问我们问题。虽然我自己的英文不够好,但听到那班phar的人用很cina pek的声调来讲解的时候真的很好笑。

整个presentation session的问答环节就好像变成了pharmacy的conference。那班phar的人互相炸来炸去,而且主要还是关于药的。显掉。

presentation完过后他们说要edit过report,要再加一些东西进去。好咯,无所谓,但他们讨论的时候竟然拿那班phar人edit出来乱七八糟的report来做底做根据来edit。简直就气死人,还说home visit那部分不要解释关于那间apartment的surroundings。去死、吃大便啦!如果不要讲解关于它的surroundings,我们做home visit来干嘛?!

算了,我已经放弃了。我只留下一句我做conclusion就说赶时间走掉了。解释了没意思,明明是对的却没有人要听。

这个module可以彻底的完蛋了。

presentation已经完蛋了,现在眼睁睁地看着report也要被他们搞砸也做不了什么,总之就完蛋了。

这个module会死得很惨很惨。

什么都没了,我之前做到半死出来的东四都没了。

为什么我会跟这样的人分到一组???!!!!