Monthly Archives: May 2008
分别？？
回与不回有分别吗？？
明天的事不知道
最起码这一分这一秒是一点分别都没有
只能怪自己选错时间、timing错了
但今天不回，不知要等到什么时候了…
煮着面..
不是宵夜
是晚餐
不是等人
不是被人放飞机
是咳嗽咳到整肚子风
是知道自己不吃不行了
步伐
活了整大半辈子人现在才发现原来当一个人的步伐与其他人不一致时是多么的寂寞..
在巴士上回着ktdi的路上
不知自己这趟回去究竟是为了什么、回去的本意越来越模糊了…甚至怀疑该不该回去..
想见的人大部分见不着..
回去拿东西是借口..
还好我的背包救了我，好坏不坏，正好时候坏到我已经不知还能怎样暂时把它修好了..这趟回去一定要买过新的了，但找不到人陪，也不知是好事还是坏事..
巴士继续开
景物继续倒退
往事也只待回味
真正的v.s.普通的
一个普通的朋友从未看过你哭泣。一个真正的朋友有双肩让你的泪水湿尽。
一个普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。一个真正的朋友有他们的电话在通讯簿上。
一个普通的朋友会带瓶葡萄酒参加你的派对。一个真正的朋友会早点来帮你准备,为了帮你打扫而晚点走。
一个普通的朋友讨厌你在他睡了后打来。一个真正的朋友会问为什么现在才打来。
一个普通的朋友找你谈论你的困扰。一个真正的朋友找你解决你的困扰。
一个普通的朋友对你的罗曼史感到好奇。一个真正的朋友可以威胁你说出来。
一个普通的朋友在拜访时，像一个客人一样。一个真正的朋友会打开冰箱自己拿东西。
一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束。一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊。
一个普通的朋友期望你永远在他身边陪他。一个真正的朋友期望他能永远陪在你身旁 !
冷血
有时真的很好奇，为什么人可以那么冷血？
我以为我已经是很冷血了，最起码中六要解剖白老鼠时，我一点感觉都没有，跟我两个朋友由于觉得这样很造孽宁愿不要做那实验、宁愿不要那些分数的相比之下，我算是冷血了…再加上我喜欢看悲剧，死越多人越好的悲剧…也爱看恐怖片..
但今天终于大开眼界了，什么才叫做真正的冷血…
今天午饭时，一个应该是medicine posting的朋友czy也坐了下来，其他朋友就问起了她在ward的遭遇，学了venipuncture了没…
czy：很失败！抽不到血，因为病人的vein已经collapsed了
朋友：那病人不是很痛咯…
我忘了czy接下来回答用的正确词语，但绝对不会忘记那些词语的意思…她就看似很冷血地说，那病人神智好像不大清醒，再加上他有stomach cancer，这venipuncture的一点痛算不了什么的啦…她的意思就类似这样…然后我就赶快把我盘里的饭尽快吃完，拿了水就跑去另一桌找其他朋友，实在是听不下去了…
拜托，身为一个医学生怎么就不能体会一下病人心情、拿出至少一点点的怜悯之心出来，竟然还要在病人背后说这些话…难道她看到病人被病魔折磨的样子就不会心疼吗？？就连一点点的心酸都没有吗？？学了几年的ppd又有什么用？？只会做戏给其他人看罢了…
或许我并没资格批评她…因为我觉得自己还做得不够好..总觉得有心无力…
一目了然
从一次的分组就可以看清谁是真正的朋友，无论是华人同胞还是马来人…
有人可以不为自己的组烦，而去为她男朋友的组烦…
有些人吊儿郎当，什么都不要理…
有些人当你问他怎么办时，他就会叫你不要急，但私底下他或许比你更急..
有些人form好组后就不会去理你的死活..
有些马来人就算你问他们愿不愿意拆散他们的组，然后参我们组过新的组，就算你已经踏出第一步了，他们还是不认同…
有一些真的令我很感动，很可悲的都不是华人，都是马来人—我的ex-pblmates、ppdmates..就算他们已经有组了，但还是会帮忙问他其他的朋友愿不愿意参我们、帮忙说服他们…
最后我竟然离开我原本的组去参三个马来人..和他们一组，毕竟我接触过他们而他们又少一个人…在那之前我也找了另外一组四位、而又愿意拆散来参华人的马来人给我原本的组员…（其实在我正忙着找人的时候，不懂某人正在想搞着什么，无端端好像要拉她的某人一起，还拉买她某人的朋友一起…真的不懂他们正在搞什么）结果我一狠心就做了这么一个决定，来去六十人要分2-4人一组，其他人都是四人一组了，就应该会有15组，也就是说剩下的华人里必须要有一人去参那三位马来人，所以我就参他们去了（其实他们三个我都认识的，所以并不会介意什么..）…只是担心之前的组员会不会说我抛下他们、离他们而去、没义气什么的…不过我也已经帮他们找到一组愿意参华人的马来人了..算是仁至义尽了吧..其实是在安慰自己…haiz…不过后来lf觉得好像委屈了我，好像很不好意思…不过没关系啦…我不介意是华人还是马来人…最重要是肯做事、不要推卸责任就好…这点大目前为子我还信得过我的组员…
1st day in JKM (medicine n society)
erm…1st day in JKM, my 1st posting…should b ok de…hmmm..ok kut…
din fall asleep during the lectures…the whole day lecture n all of the lecturers very nice..din marah2 kita orang..this should b a good start..mayb..
everything is fine..except..friends..i m not saying i don hv frens over there, just tat they r not that kind of person who can syok sendiri, enjoy whatever we r going to do n bersemangat in doing things..a bit sien..may b its my own problem bcz i x knw them well enough yet..
then conflicts came when we hv to form a small group consists of 4 ppl max for the family case study…ada cina yang terlalu kecinaan..u knw wat i mean..i hv rejected their offer to b in the same group, hoping to mix around vf other races..the malay, india or whatever la..to form a group consisting fr diff races..then sze han has the same idea vf me juga…but this had made us into the dilemma..until this moment, no malay wana join us..ada yang dah ada group..the others cakap tengok dulu…now, wats actually the problem is??? for most of the time, the malays yg asyik cakap kita orang cina selalu buat geng geng , puak puak sendiri, unwilling to mix around…but then now even we hv take the initiative…c..what we can do now is jz waiting for the reply n ask more ppl about it tomoro…
now i really hv campak myself into the gap between the chinese n the malay…wat to do…
幸福、快乐
今天和housemates去tesco跑了一趟，有wan做我们的司机，因为没有司机真的不行，tak larat搬24瓶的100plus回宿舍，因为那里很难接到taxi…在那里遇见很多coursemates…
买了很多很多的东西，账单吓死人
这就是女人本色，无论是shopping mall还是super market都能够买餐够的
还好wan限定我们只有一小时的时间，不然这样逛下去，我们的账单肯定可以破rm5oo
我们三人只买吃的和日常用品都已经买到将近rm300了
买回来我们三人就在致嬑的房间开大食会
主菜：一只蜜糖烤鸡
甜品：big apple donuts
餐后蔬果：小番茄、芒果
饮料：橙汁
是不是很健康咧？？ （其实不健康的即食面已经收进橱了，哈哈！）
很饱、很满足…原来幸福的感觉不过如此…有空一起坐下来闲聊+吃东西
这样的日子不知什么时候才会再有
我即将去tanjung karang posting了，长达6个星期
梁嘉文就是surgery posting
而致嬑就是O&G （其实最担心还是她，怕她顶不顺被骂+压力）
同一屋檐下，但我们三人的posting都不一样…不只是好事还是坏事…
无可否认这一篇post的照片和内容都和前一篇关于中国地震的post，一上一下放在一起真的很讽刺…其实只是想把我们在一起发生的事情一一记录下来…
China Sichuan Earth Quake..
其实这一篇blog不是我自己写的，是由一位叫Allan的blogger写的
读后觉得自己是多么的惭愧、羞耻、无知…一整天都只围绕着在自己的世界里面，与外界脱节..虽然知道中国四川发生地震，但从来没有想像到是这么的严重、受难者是多么的无助…
I know my blog has little people reading.. and of course there are only a few people who are close to me read this.. but I hope everyone who read this can spread what I express myself here by either copy and paste or create another article just like this.
Recently I was quite busy with my work and unable to catch up any news around me, til one day my mum told me that Myanmar had a cyclone disaster, the death toll has raised around 78,000 life. We shall be very grateful that our country Malaysia is free from deathly natural disaster. Nothing much seen from the disaster… not much pictures not much information about there.. but then I did donated RM200 for them.
And a day after donating the money… another news come. This time it’s China province Sichuan, I thought it’s just a normal quake. But after a few days.. I know this is the worst ever disaster happened in China for the past three decades. Have you seen all the people there grieving for the death of their death child? For their dead husband or wife? For their dead parents? For their dead grand parents? Not to mention about your boyfriend or girlfriend.. Not even about your friends… They don’t even have the time to think all about their money, house, damaged properties..
See? These people has just not able to express their feeling of sadness. All he knows and able to do is to cry for their dead family member..
Can you imagine that’s your brother? I’d imagine…. I’m so helpless….. I have no idea what can I do..
A lovely girl….. gone through all the suffering and has exchanged her face for her life……. Can you feel her? I only able to feel she felt hopeless… Nothing can be done…. I really feel the “sour” in my heart.
What if the injured lady is your mummy? I cry when thinking of that………………….. I’m not sure how can I live on….. If it’s really happen to me..
Have you ever thought of how good and how lucky we are staying here in Malaysia? Yet I see many people complaining how bad how worse is Malaysia. They always claim that Malaysia is hopeless, but let’s see again. Do you think our land is the best place to live in? At very least we escaped any earth quake, cyclone, heavy rain, heavy snow, and no tsunami. What’s more we can complain more? Even I give you a million now, and all your family member are dead. Are you happy? Can you live on?
With China’s one child for a family. Now their child is dead…………… They have no one else to accompany them for the rest of their life….
This sobbing man is hoping that her daughter can recover from her unconsciousness, can you see how these innocent child taken away from the cruelty of natural disaster? They have no mercy at all. No tolerance at all…………
Do I need to say more?
For those who always waste their food….. Please read the sentence below the above picture…
If you can’t see… I’ll re-type it…
“A girl sleeping in her father’s arms holds an egg after walking more than ten hours to the safest area, May 16, 2008 in Dujiangyan, one of the hard-hit cities, of Sichuan, China.”
People are still complaining Kuala Lumpur has nothing to eat… be grateful that we are now full in stomach.
Next Monday is wesak day, let’s pray for the dead… May them rest in peace. Most importantly please DONATE to these victim of natural disaster. Please……….. Even RM1.00 count. Why are we not able to donate to these people while we can spend RM1,000.00 for a trip, spend RM1,500.00 for a phone or camera? Spend RM1,500.00 for paying up loan for our car loan? Can’t we spend for them too? I’m donating RM500.00 already. Please help. Donate for these poor people. They need our help desperately………………..
Please copy and paste or write an article to encourage people to donate for these poor victim…
Disclaimer: I wrote this without receiving pay from any organization and all the images are taken from New York Times website without permission.
Med Life? or MAD Lif3?? 