In medic life on November 9, 2009 by jh
student: …. (when the students keep quiet)
teacher: any question? why don’t you all ask question?? be more proactive and think critically..
when the student asks questions
teacher: no more spoon feeding, it is all about self-directed learning, go back to look into the books yourself or go google for it..
so next time, the question before you ask any question will be ‘can i find those answer in books or internet’
after all, it is still our fault because we asked stupid question or we asked question in a stupid way. but without adequate knowledge, how we know those are stupid questions.. and if we have adequate knowledge, what for we are still asking you questions. if we ourselves don’t know what are the things we lack of and what are the things we should know, how r we going to ask question?? then you will say ‘you need to know from A-Z, go back and read’
all we need is just guidance. we need someone to discuss the things with us in a different way, in a more applicable way or in a way which we can memorize it more easily…
In medic life on November 6, 2009 by jh
this is the ‘walkload’ for last wednesday…
ok.. let’s don’t blame the ‘walkload’.. blame my shoes and my skin.. -_-lll
In drawing, medic life, 废事 on November 2, 2009 by jh
for those who get it, congratz… for those who do not, just forget about it..
In deep in d Heart, medic life, miserable on October 30, 2009 by jh
the most pathetic person in the world is someone who work hard but not work smart, with a little return, just like me.
ya.. i know.. shouldn’t judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds you plant. and should think positively.. but sometimes.. sigh..
full of ambitions, sometimes can feel that the targets become nearer and nearer but in reality, i am moving but not progressing. it is so near yet so far. everything is just an illusion. everything is just a mirror image, the opposite. should i believe my own eyes? should i still believe in what i see? should i believe in what i hear??
probably i am too ambitious, towards something which is hardly achieved by me. am i? how long will it takes to bring me there? then one will said ‘why should you care? as long as you reach there’. the most important question is ‘do you able to make it there?’
ya..positive thinking is good but too positive is not good.
and negative thinking is even worse. so please la especially to those who get good results, please stop complaining you didn’t study, you didn’t know how to answer, you sure fail and have to prepare to reseat.. to those genius, stop complaining when you can get a good result without studying a lot.. and STOP saying that i am smarter than you. it irritates me.
damn.. start to have loosening of association and start to mengamuk already.. better stop now.
In deep in d Heart, medic life on October 25, 2009 by jh
may be i am not the best or most suitable person to talk about this buddy system but just a bit tersinggung after reading the status and comments of someone from the facebook. may be i am the one who misinterpret it but it did sound that that fellow was berdendam, berkira and ugut the juniors with the attendance list.
i can’t deny that the attendance yesterday was disappointed.. and i think, if there is no merit system.. the attendance will be even more disappointed. ya.. probably the organizers will get mad after seeing the ’second buddy line gathering’ photos which i uploaded to facebook yesterday. our buddy line was complete yesterday, went out for dinner but none of us join the explorace and i am the only one from the line who attended the forum at night.
the organizer really put a lot of efforts in it and i really appreciate it. however, it is not something which you can see the fruitful result you want in one night or by just a few programmes.. it takes time. it doesn’t mean that you should straight away give up and frustrated when you can’t achieve the short term target. and even though without this programmes, the juniors or the seniors can always take their own initiatives to approach each other. it is always a two way relationship, it needs everyone from the line to put in their efforts to maintain the relationship and the spirit has to be planted since first year.. and it only depends on how you view and weigh the thing..
some might think ‘my big buddy din bother me pun and i still can survive, why should i treat my lil buddy nice’.. ‘ala.. everyone of us has our own life’… ’busy la..’ … and the cycle goes on.. those ‘genius’ who think that they no need buddy, only treat their buddies as a tool to borrow notes and books.. attitude again la tu.. luckily my big buddy didn’t treat me like that.. haha.. u know..
ok la.. i think i should stop here.. have been talking too much on this issue already.. nanti ada orang terperasan pula.
sigh.. this should a happy post to blog about the dinner last night.. who knows it ended up like this.. suddenly not get used to me at this moment..to blog something like this..
thankful to have all of you as my buddies..
In medic life, miserable on October 22, 2009 by jh
went for skin biopsy this morning.. i thought this will be just simply done in the clinic.. manatau it was done in day care.
ok.. i was being CUT in the mini mini OT of the day care and the INJECTION of LA REALLY REALLY REALLY PAIN. never try, never know.
a 1.5-2.0 cm vertical incision was made at my back with the depth of… errr.. till the subcutaneous fat (if not mistaken), leaving 4 sutures on my back now.
hopefully, the skin biopsy able to find out what’s wrong with the chronic rash and telangiectasia.. (TRO TMEP)
STO after 12 days…
am having difficulty in bathing now… FOR 12 DAYS!!
In medic life on October 19, 2009 by jh
the moral of the story is : don’t write the referral letter before you take the full history and do the physical examination (in this case, at least inspection)
my rash is not generalized but only localize at specific regions. whatever.. i don’t think she cares.. and i don’t even care she diagnoses it correctly or not and nothing much she can do, only antihistamine kut i think which i still have the stock.
she wants the MONEY and i want the referral letter. thats it..
and it costs me RM15
and i think i can even write better than her.. just that i don’t have the rubber stamp with the title of DR.
In medic life, miserable on October 6, 2009 by jh
DAMN
ITCHY
WITH THE STUPID UNDIAGNOSED
CHRONIC RASH / URTICARIA / DERMATITIS / ALLERGY / WHATEVER
AAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
In medic life, miserable on September 29, 2009 by jh
i really have no idea that how to go through this semester. not mentally but physically where lots of standing and walking needed.
don’t read the following content if you cannot tahan with me complaining of my legs pain again and again..
today is only the second day of the posting and my legs…hmmm.. jz like an old lady. my current position is, sitting on the bed with my legs slightly flex, supported by 2 pillows and counterpain all over the knee joints.
you will never know how discomfort and suffer is it when you can’t stand for too long when there is still a lot of ward work and beds waiting for you; you can’t sit for too long when there is a lot of things to study as the hip joint will pain ; you can’t sleep with your lower limbs straight cause it hurts… then what else position can you think of to place my legs??
oh my dear legs…
In deep in d Heart, medic life, miserable on August 28, 2009 by jh
may you rest in peace, Ai Hsiang.
other than that, i don’t know what to say.
memories where we spent time together with the gang keep on flashing back in my brain. although it is not many but it is enough to make me cry. after spending some times in hospital and in this field, i really thought i am tough enough to see and go through this. but in reality, i am not. still remember the day when u’re sitting behind me in the class, sitting beside me in the tuition class, the day when we skipped class together with the gang for that stupid hand knitted jalur gemilang, the day we’re having bbq at my house… chuan yit and i still thought of having another bbq with the gang during the raya holidays… T.T
sometimes, i will imagine that what will it be if my friends or my family members collapse in front of me and i fail to resuscitate them. but now… i don’t even dare to think about it.
i know, this is part of our life and we have to go through it. but practically it is definitely not that easy unless you are cold-blooded as someone who left a comment at my facebook status.
and i know, this is not a suitable time for being emo but HOW TO STAY STRONG??
