Archive for 2009
an old post
this post had been delayed and delayed and delayed since many many days ago..
this post is to thank everyone for the birthday wishes especially, my parents, jiawern, bengsiong and binhoo (for the unsurprising surprise), xunquan (who spoilt the unsurprising surprise which planned by someone), xue pin (who purposely came from titiwangsa for the unsurprising surprise), jing fen (for the cheese cake and nearly spoilt someone’s surprise), zhiyi and the gang for the steamboat….
thanks everyone who wishes me at the facebook and phone
thanks to everyone who remember my birthday, remember the birthday but forgot to wish, or wanted to wish me but forgot my birthday..
thanks ya..
as a conclusion for year 2009 birthday = no surprise (or may be i shouldn’t be that smart) lol..
why
为什么这个星期会那么烦？
为什么一些应该告一段落的东西还需要一直永无止境地修改？
为什么有一些人那么喜欢没事找事做？
为什么有些人会那么自私？
为什么有些人脾气那么暴躁？
为什么有些人就不能好好的说话？
为什么有些人说话前就不能先考虑对方的感受？
为什么会那么善忘？
为什么最近总是说过了的话说了又说？
为什么会有不能止痒的loratidine？
为什么会有不能止头痛的止痛药？
为什么几十年不发作一次的头痛偏偏要在这个时候发作？
为什么我的生日是在这个星期日？
为什么我的生日还要我夹在中间烦？
为什么我对今年的生日没有期待的心情？日子还是要这样过，东西还是要这样做，便也还是那样大，地球也不会因为我而停止转动，有什么好特别啦，生日每年都有，人老了。。悲哀。。
为什么三更半夜我还在这里不睡觉？
SDL
student: …. (when the students keep quiet)
teacher: any question? why don’t you all ask question?? be more proactive and think critically..
when the student asks questions
teacher: no more spoon feeding, it is all about self-directed learning, go back to look into the books yourself or go google for it..
so next time, the question before you ask any question will be ‘can i find those answer in books or internet’
after all, it is still our fault because we asked stupid question or we asked question in a stupid way. but without adequate knowledge, how we know those are stupid questions.. and if we have adequate knowledge, what for we are still asking you questions. if we ourselves don’t know what are the things we lack of and what are the things we should know, how r we going to ask question?? then you will say ‘you need to know from A-Z, go back and read’
all we need is just guidance. we need someone to discuss the things with us in a different way, in a more applicable way or in a way which we can memorize it more easily…
walkload
this is the ‘walkload’ for last wednesday…
ok.. let’s don’t blame the ‘walkload’.. blame my shoes and my skin.. -_-lll
monsters
for those who get it, congratz… for those who do not, just forget about it..
pathetic
the most pathetic person in the world is someone who work hard but not work smart, with a little return, just like me.
ya.. i know.. shouldn’t judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds you plant. and should think positively.. but sometimes.. sigh..
full of ambitions, sometimes can feel that the targets become nearer and nearer but in reality, i am moving but not progressing. it is so near yet so far. everything is just an illusion. everything is just a mirror image, the opposite. should i believe my own eyes? should i still believe in what i see? should i believe in what i hear??
probably i am too ambitious, towards something which is hardly achieved by me. am i? how long will it takes to bring me there? then one will said ‘why should you care? as long as you reach there’. the most important question is ‘do you able to make it there?’
ya..positive thinking is good but too positive is not good.
and negative thinking is even worse. so please la especially to those who get good results, please stop complaining you didn’t study, you didn’t know how to answer, you sure fail and have to prepare to reseat.. to those genius, stop complaining when you can get a good result without studying a lot.. and STOP saying that i am smarter than you. it irritates me.
damn.. start to have loosening of association and start to mengamuk already.. better stop now.
buddy system..
may be i am not the best or most suitable person to talk about this buddy system but just a bit tersinggung after reading the status and comments of someone from the facebook. may be i am the one who misinterpret it but it did sound that that fellow was berdendam, berkira and ugut the juniors with the attendance list.
i can’t deny that the attendance yesterday was disappointed.. and i think, if there is no merit system.. the attendance will be even more disappointed. ya.. probably the organizers will get mad after seeing the ’second buddy line gathering’ photos which i uploaded to facebook yesterday. our buddy line was complete yesterday, went out for dinner but none of us join the explorace and i am the only one from the line who attended the forum at night.
the organizer really put a lot of efforts in it and i really appreciate it. however, it is not something which you can see the fruitful result you want in one night or by just a few programmes.. it takes time. it doesn’t mean that you should straight away give up and frustrated when you can’t achieve the short term target. and even though without this programmes, the juniors or the seniors can always take their own initiatives to approach each other. it is always a two way relationship, it needs everyone from the line to put in their efforts to maintain the relationship and the spirit has to be planted since first year.. and it only depends on how you view and weigh the thing..
some might think ‘my big buddy din bother me pun and i still can survive, why should i treat my lil buddy nice’.. ‘ala.. everyone of us has our own life’… ’busy la..’ … and the cycle goes on.. those ‘genius’ who think that they no need buddy, only treat their buddies as a tool to borrow notes and books.. attitude again la tu.. luckily my big buddy didn’t treat me like that.. haha.. u know..
ok la.. i think i should stop here.. have been talking too much on this issue already.. nanti ada orang terperasan pula.
sigh.. this should a happy post to blog about the dinner last night.. who knows it ended up like this.. suddenly not get used to me at this moment..to blog something like this..
thankful to have all of you as my buddies..
a ‘piece’ of me
went for skin biopsy this morning.. i thought this will be just simply done in the clinic.. manatau it was done in day care.
ok.. i was being CUT in the mini mini OT of the day care and the INJECTION of LA REALLY REALLY REALLY PAIN. never try, never know.
a 1.5-2.0 cm vertical incision was made at my back with the depth of… errr.. till the subcutaneous fat (if not mistaken), leaving 4 sutures on my back now.
hopefully, the skin biopsy able to find out what’s wrong with the chronic rash and telangiectasia.. (TRO TMEP)
STO after 12 days…
am having difficulty in bathing now… FOR 12 DAYS!!
