被困在program tindakan的post mortem…

永远有做不完的工，没完没了的工…

该做的东西没做..

该学的东西没学..

有种被利用的感觉，被利用来做一些所谓国际性的调查..

不是说没有从中学到任何东西、没帮到人..

而且还忙忙忙忙忙忙忙到鬼

只是该学的东西都没学到

考试要怎样考？？

没错，这是一个很好的调查

可以为社会带来很大的贡献

可是在处理我们和人力资源方面就…不需要说都知道啦..

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这是唯一我们能对自己说的话

但真的有用吗？？

busy, busy busy busy busy busy like hell…..

continuous din sleep for 37-38hrs at last weekend…

damn it…

if they din put the 5th yr syllabus into our 3rd yr syllabus, i will totally b freed fr this monday till this friday…

now, i hv to rush for journal critique report and powerpoint presentation, socso case report and powerpoint presentation, work and pregnancy seminar report and powerpoint presentation, walk through survey report, interpret ECG and key in data 1 more time….blablablabla…everything hv to be settled by this weekend…siao de..crazy de…

if nothing happen, our posting will end on nx wednesday..hopefully can be bac to hukm on that day too cz ad made an appointment vf dr shahrir on thurs morning for my back pain..hv to do proper checkup for my back, x-ray…lots of differential diagnosis given by dr shahrir but i only knw 1 of them, ie scoliosis. if it is scoliosis, gaih liao…if teruk til hv to operate lagi gaih, hv to stay in the hospital for 1 mth…watever la..

nobody wil bother whether u hv back pain or not…stil hv to continue sitting in front of the laptop to rush for the reports and powerpoint presesntations, still hv to continue keying data, hv to help the program tindakan ppl, move and take heavy things from downstairs to upstairs, fr main kompleks to padang….

too much of unfair things…but wat to do…stil hv to accept and try to think in the other way–mayb i can learn more by doing more…

really thanks a lot to those who help me a lot here

and also special thanks to dr shahrir who came along the way fr cheras to tg karang to help us with the program kesihatan, sponsored for the BBQ and also the song he dedicated to us, the members of ppd7. he really can sing very well..lagi geng vf the mic…

also thx to my big and little buddy too…thx for the call and the msg, thx for stil remember me, thx for concerning about me…

ok…hv to continue vf the work liao..hopefully can tahan til nx week la…

Mariah Carey

There’s a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don’t have to be afraid
Of what you are
There’s an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

[Chorus:]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you’ll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It’s a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

[Chorus]

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don’t let anyone
Tear them away
Just hold on
There will be tomorrow
And in time
You’ll find the way

[Chorus]